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I'm Back! [01 Jan 2008|07:02pm]
[ mood | silly ]

Hello to the world of LiveJournal! Its been forever since I've had one of these. I decided it was best to start a new one, and just leave my old one be. Its so weird starting fresh again. But here it goes. A new year. A new journal.

My new years eve was a blast. I spent it with tons of friends at J Pratts apartment. Huge house party and basement show. Drank a ton and asked Nick to be my boyfriend again. Ha! Alcohol makes me ballsy.
Things are looking good. I'm happy me and Nick are back together. We are amazing together. Hopefully we'll get another apartment.
Besides that, nothing much has changed. I'm job hunting like a motherfucker. I'm going to quit getting wasted all the time. And I'm a vegetarian again. These are my goals for the new year. I'm ready to do something with myself.
YaY 2008!

Comments: 1 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[07 Dec 2005|10:17pm]
January 14th ( I believe ), My parents are throwing me a big 18th birthday party.
50's theme. So you must dress appropriate.
If you want to go, send me an email with your address,
so I can make sure you get an invitation.

email= prettynothings16@aol.com

I need the addresses by Friday.
<3
Comments: 4 under the covers - feeling lonely?

warning: picture OVERLOAD. [22 Sep 2005|09:48pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Was just looking through my old photobucket.

my,my how we have all changed.

 

*fart*Collapse )

Comments: 14 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[20 Feb 2005|10:46pm]
Give me back my pictures of me.
Me, you and him makes three.
It figures the wheezing will measure your rate of depress,
And i hope you know.
Like a bitch in heat,
I hope she know.

So put another penny in and turn the crank until the frames cease to move .
And the movie turns into a photo..
A photo the size of a kiss, I hope she knows.

(screaming)

Staring at this parisian sex flick where the characters don't meet,
The characters don't speak
The characters are like mirrors facing mirrors:
Space always expanding.
So put another coin in and turn the crank,
Until the frames cease to move.
And the movie turns into a photo..
a photo the size of my fist, I hope she knows.


A hiccup in paradise,
I keep you jealously to myself.
In photos the size of a kiss,
A kiss in the shape of a bullet.

On phone lines and a letterhead I'm dying about. I'm dying about.
(x2)

I've watched you whore yourself for one more thing.
Why don't you sell yourself for one more?
There's always one more thing.
Why don't you sell yourself?
If I can't have you no one will!


Pushing a lover to love another.
Are you turned on?
Are you turned on?
(x2)

A hiccup in paradise
I keep you jealously to myself,
In a photo the size of a kiss
A kiss in the shape of a bullet.

On phone lines and a letterhead
I'm dying about. I'm dying about.
(x2)

A hiccup in paradise,
I keep you jealously to myself.
in a photo the size of a kiss,
a kiss in the shape of a bullet.

I keep you jealously to myself. (x4)

A kiss in the shape of a bullet
Comments: 5 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[05 Feb 2005|01:25pm]
For the last fucking time,
keep my name,
out of your mouth.
Comments: 1 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[12 Sep 2004|07:36pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Hey Kids. I have the internet back, until my dad finds out my mom let me have it again. Everythings been going pretty damn good. I'm working at K Fart and going to Votech for Cosmetology.

TOday was fucking awesome. I went to my first hair show at the Egg, Fashion Focus 2004. Paul Mitchell's show was the best of course. I cant wait until i go to the City for my next one. Word.

Schools going good so far. I like votech.. But i miss my friends. Well, the ones that talk to me rarly, or only say hi to me when they see me in the halls. But whatever. I'm making new ones which is cool.

Things are going good at home for now.. i should be getting my license soon which would work well so i can get out of this hell hole of a town..

Boys suck by the way.

</3

Comments: 13 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[05 Aug 2004|07:28pm]
Hey everybody.
Being supervised 24/7 is this shizznizzle.
yeah.
so all i do is sleep.
sleep sleep sleep.
and sneak online.
and smoke my marbs.
and watch movies.
woo.
I'll be around for at least another week.
If I dont fuck up that is.
I miss everyone..
even the ones who just pretend to care.
James came and visited..
it was nice.
We cuddled.
I felt loved.
And heres a note for the people that are so worried::

If you are worried, then call and see how I'm doing.
Dont fucking go around asking other people what happened.
And if you really dont care, then stop acting worried.
I dont need sympathy, i need true friends.
And i swear, i have very few of them, if any right now.

I'm so sick of hearing how worried people are,
but they dont call to check up,
or even just to say hi.

Well I'm off.. <x3
Comments: 5 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[02 Aug 2004|07:04pm]
Well.. I'm in a lot of trouble as most of you probally have heard.
I'm not a loud online, but i can use the phone, so you can all call if you'd like. I may not be around for a bit.. So call as soon as you can. I miss you guys, and I'm sorry if i fucked up.

-H
Comments: 2 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[28 Jul 2004|07:51pm]
I just got back from dinner with my mom.
She told me some news.
My mom is selling her salon,
therefor she wont be owning her own business now.
I knew this was going to happen,
shes not making any money out of it.
Shes breaking even.
I mean, with Niagra Mowhawk, phone bills, credit card machine,etc..
theres no profit.
BUT she is NOT giving up hairdressing.
Damn, shes too good at it!
She will be working at Hair Studio One in Glenmont.
She will be starting in August,
because the shop will be closing sometime in September.
They hired her on the spot,
which was cool.
She doesnt have to pay for the supplys or anything,
and she makes 43%,
which is good.
So now we get to do our weekly shopping trips,
and not be guilty about spending dads money.
So kids that love my mom,
shes even closer now!
And it wasnt only becasue of her not making much money,
it was also becasue the neighborhood has gone to shit.
Mobil was robbed last week, and then hollywood video the same day,
then the next day,the same guy robbed Mobil.
This is RIGHT ACROSS THE STREET from my moms shop,
and now crazy asian male prostitues got busted down the street
at a nail salon!
They had a ring of asian male prostitutes,
WORKING and FINDING CLIENTS at there own nail salon!
Creepy...
Americas the land of oppertunity right?
Damn, look at our asians!
Their turning into prostitutes,
when their so intelligent!
And i noticed,
asians are usually really small,
well the american diet seems to be catching up to them now!
I feel sorry for them.
Ah.
Well i learned something really useful today in Biology.
How to succesfully slit someones throat!
I swear our teacher is insane.
Hes a good man that Doctor Howard.
Yes he is.
<3
Comments: 4 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[27 Jul 2004|09:23am]
I found out Puck wasnt completely telling the truth.
I talk to his Gram a lot,
she calls when she finds out something new.
Well she said he didnt turn himself in.
That he got caught in Hoosick falls because the cops know him.
Whatever.
I just dont see why he had to lie.
I wrote to him,
but now i have to figure out how the hell to get it to him.
I went to Shanas yesterday.
It was amusing.
We watched a movie called GOTH.
AHh it was SO bad,
yet entertaining.
It had really good music.
Liek a band called E-Race.
Crazy goth kids,
trying to prove there gothness
by killing other people.
I'm going to be goth now,
so maybe i have an excuse to kill the whole human race.
=)
Now thats a plan!
Me and Dave are going to make cookies,
for Pucks grandma!
Shes so nice.
But knowing she cant help her grandson,
is killing her.
I hope shes okay.
I hope Pucks okay.
blah.
Justin says he wants to come with me when i visit.
I dunno about that.
I want to talk to Puck alone.
Even tho we wouldnt be able to talk completely alone.
I miss him =(
I miss a lot of people still.
I wonder what Jenny has been up to.
I'm sure she could careless about me anymore though.
Shes got Poole.
ah.
Well time for summer school
<3
Comments: 7 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[23 Jul 2004|05:05pm]
13 random things you like
1. having my breath tooken away
2. writing
3. dancing
4. meeting new people
5. spinning in circles
6. art
7. cuddling
8. yelling
9. arguing
10.being petted
11. kissing
12. forgiving
13. reading

12 movies
1. american history x
2. Trainspotting
3. The Omega Codes 1 & 2
4. Ginger Snaps
5. Taxi Driver
6. Psycho (original)
7. Gia
8. thirteen
9. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
10. Run Lola Run
11. Amelie
12. The Heathers

11 good bands/artists
1. Thursday
2. Nine Inch Nails
3. Mindless Self Indulgence
4. The Cure
5. Ashlee Simpson
6. Pearl Jam
7. Shadowsfall
8. Soulfly
9. KMFDM
10. Ani Difranco

10 things about you physically
1. i look like a lesbian
2. short hair *always diffrent*
3.colorful
4. thin
5. brown eyes w/ gold hue
6. heathersized *tiny*
7. unique looking
8. pokable nose
9. few peircings
10. inkless *for now*

9 good friends
1. Shana
2. Nichole
3. Puck
4.Justin
5. Dave
6. Duckie
7.
8.
9.

8 favorite foods/drinks
1. bbq pulled pork burrito from bombers
2. sweet potato friends from bombers
3. dr pepper
4. grilled cheese
5. pop tarts
6. cheese fries
7. chicken fingers
8. pickles

7 things you wear daily
1. clothes
2. bracelets
3. hemp necklace from Puck
4. Shanas engagement ring
5. hair products
6. eyeliner
7. colors

6 things that annoy you
1. whining
2. trends
3. Good Charlotte and their whores
4. sluts
5. people
6. confusion

5 things you touch everyday
1. myself
2. the phone
3. a pen
4. cd player
5. vcr

4 shows you watch
1. ashlee simpson
2. law and order
3. aqua teen hunger force
4. nip/tuck

3 celebrities you have a crush on
1. Emily Perkins
2. Johnny Depp
3. Katherine Isabelle

2 people you have kissed
1. James
2. my mommy

1 person you could spend the rest of your life with
1.no one
Comments: 3 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[21 Jul 2004|08:38pm]
Pucks in jail.
I dont think hes made me any prouder.
He turned himself in.
He didnt run to Cali,
he didnt turn away from it,
he dealt with it.
Its so fucked up though.
I miss him so much already..
just his company.
Hes in Albany County until Aug 11th.
Then he has court.
Thats when they'll decide what to do with him then.
His gram said bail is 10,000,
but i can get brought down a little somehow.
I dont know..
Justin said he'll take me to go see him,
if thats even possible.
Blahhh i need a job </3
Comments: feeling lonely?

[19 Jul 2004|12:11pm]
The Aggressive Music festival was um wicked awesomeness.
Shana and me went yesterday, all day.
We were there from like 12 30 until 10 30pm.
Most of the bands were fucking amazing..
But i was disapointed with Killswitch Engage.
They were amusing, but Howards voice didnt sound too great.
I ran into Justin.
That kid just pops up in random places.
Its like i see him some place,
a few months pass,
then i run into him again.
BUT this time we swapped numbers
so we can go to shows and hang out.
Hes a cool kid.
I got an As I Lay Dying tshirt.
And stickers that say things like
"Pigs are our friends, not food"
Yeah.
There cute.
Puck told me hes not going to cali now.
Couch Kid leaves for Penn. today.
=(
blah..well i'm off to do something prodective..
like sleep
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I forgot the rainbow!!! [17 Jul 2004|07:17pm]

There was a double rainbow after we walked back from Stewarts..

I swear the 4 of us stared at that thing for soo long.. I jsut wish you could see the other one next to it, but it was too light.

Comments: 1 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[17 Jul 2004|06:52pm]

Pictures from last night,and the day before...

a little blurry.. but i swear everytime i hangout with Moira or Puck..

its good times.. I <3 Them both

 

As the adventure continues..FUCKERSCollapse )

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this is for Moira..hehe good car times [17 Jul 2004|12:09pm]
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The car is the thing on the road that takes you back to your abode.

The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The car is the thing on the road that takes you back to your abode.

The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
Bummed is what you are when you go out to your car and its been towed.

I woke up one morning
In November
And I realized I love you.
Its not your headlights in front
Or your tailpipe
Or the skylight above you.
Its the way that you cling to the road
When the wind tries to shove you.
I'd never go driving away and come back home without you.

The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The car is the thing on the road that takes you back to your abode.

The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The car is the thing on the road that takes you back to your abode.

The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The tires are the things on your car that make contact with the road.
The car is the thing on the road that takes you back to your abode.

-Phish *contact*
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[17 Jul 2004|01:36am]
I'm at Shanas.
Puck and Couch Kid just left.
Good day.
Stacy just called.
I'm panicking right now.
Hes so confused.
That makes 2 of us.
It didnt help the phone disconnected and i cant call him back.
sigh.
no matter how many people are sround
i still manage to feel empty.
puck and couch kid showed up with TOM today.
It was so fucking strange.
i was like wow pucks here..
then i look whose driving
and its Tom Welsh.
haha good times.
Keith is madd at me.
I dont blame him.
I want to see all my friends that I havnt in awhile.
Jenny,Keith,Stay,Manda,Josh,Dave,Kacey,Wendy,Robby,Bren Bren,Lauren,Erin..
just everyone.
i miss them so much.
maybe thats why i feel sort of empty?
i need my lovins.
ah im so sick of reaching out for love.
it makes me sick inside thinking about it.
everyones changing so quickly.
before i know it, everythings going to be gone.
i dont want that to happen.
i dont want to feel like that.
its bad enough feeling lonely.
imagine BEING completely alone?
stacy wants me to go to his show the 29th.
i want to.
but i need a ride.
anyone want to day a trip to Conneticut?
=)
well im outsie.
goodnight kids.
use protection!
Comments: 2 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[15 Jul 2004|09:33am]

The other half of the picturessss

We ran into Jeremy at the mall..and he hung out with us for awhile..

Im sad, he took out his braids :-(

 

and it means more to me then life can offerCollapse )

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[14 Jul 2004|09:42pm]

heres the crazy pix from earlier..

 

sorry thats the only butt shotCollapse )

Comments: 3 under the covers - feeling lonely?

[14 Jul 2004|07:47pm]
la di da di da. Today was good..for awhile!
Moira dropped me and Shana off on Lark to meet Puck.
Missy was with him.
Shes so DAMN cute!
We chilled and went to Washington Park and had a good old time.
Of course i have pictures.
But photobucket is being weird again.
But yeah..and we talked and wondered.
Then me and Shana and Puck went to Xgates.
Missy went too, but on a diffrent bus.
because we didnt think WE were going too.
But we did.
And Puck ditched us to smoke.
i didnt want to go with him and couch boy.
So me and Shana hung out at xgates.
Ran into Jeremy.
And a few others.
I dont know how I'm going to be able to go so long without hanging
out with Puck.
He just..is so fucking carefree.
Sigh.
I remember those days.
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